Okay...I'm going to do it. I'm sick of being disgusted with my body and hating myself. It's going to be a long journey but I'm really going to do it. I have to. I have to start feeling good about myself. There are so many things that I am unhappy with about myself, but this is the big one. I have a feeling that if I tackle this issue, that a lot of other things will fall into place.
I'm trying to think of all the different ways I can put myself out there. Do I have the guts to take pics of myself? Do I really want to face what I look like? Do I really want to do that to anyone who me might take a peek at this blog? I think I need a good dose of reality, because the number on the scale getting higher and higher...along with my pant size...none of that seems to be enough.
I have a feeling this is going to be more than me just tracking my weight loss journey. I think it's going to end up being me taking a really good look at myself. I know at the beginning I'm going to see a lot of things that I really don't like, both inside and outside. But hopefully as time goes on, I'll start seeing more of what I like and less of what I don't like!
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